Surprise
When he opens the
door to my room I’m determined to resist him this time. I can’t go on like
this. It’s too much, too confusing. I feel as if I’m losing my mind, losing
myself. I already lost my connection with the rest of the world weeks—or is it
months?—ago.
“Hey babe, I’ve got
a surprise for you?” His voice is soft and gentle and for a moment I dare to
hope that this time….
“Close your eyes
and keep them closed.”
Knowing better than
to resist, I do as he asks. When he takes my hand and pulls me along, I follow.
I’ve walked this route so often; not being able to see doesn’t make a
difference anymore. If he let go of me I’d still find my way without walking
into walls or furniture.
I don’t count anymore, but I know the numbers.
Four steps from where I stood to the door. I lift my feet so I don’t stumble
across the threshold and am already turning left when I feel him pulling me
that way. From now on I’m not entirely sure. It will either be five steps to
the kitchen, seven to the living room or ten to…But I don’t want to think about
that. He won’t take me there, why would he? I’ve done nothing wrong.
As always my
heartbeat grows erratic when I take my sixth step. I hate not knowing what he
has in store for me. He knows that, and thrives of it. It makes him laugh
whenever he sees my anxiety.
Step seven and then
we turn. I swallow the relieved sigh before it can escape.
“Now look what I
made for you.” He sounds excited.
I open my eyes. A fucking blanket fort. I nearly say the
words out loud. “That’s great”, I say instead. I turn my head to face him while
hoping the forced smile on my face will convince him.
“Get in. Sit down.”
He pushes me
towards his construction and I silently admit to myself that he’s done an
amazing job. His fort looks like one of those tents nomads in the desert live
in. The fairy lights are a nice touch. He’s trying to be nice and romantic.
As soon as we sit
down, he presses his lips against mine and claims me…again. I wrap my arm
around his waist, where I know he likes and expects to feel it.
He pulls back,
leaving his hand on my cheek and softly stroking my face and neck. “See babe, I
take care of you. Aren’t you happy to be here? Aren’t you grateful for
everything I do for you?” His voice still sounds gentle, but I catch the edge,
I hear everything he doesn’t say, I know what will happen if I don’t appreciate
his efforts enough.
I stay quiet for
too long and his grip on my cheek grows tighter, his fingers pushing hard into
the side of my neck.
“You’re mine.” His
voice is harsh.
He’s right, I’m
his.
I couldn’t have
known that accepting his offer of a nightcap would mean the end of my freedom.
Weeks—or has it been months?—ago he brought me to his home. I haven’t left it
since. No matter how pretty he tries to make it, this place is my prison, and
he’s my jailor.
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562 words. And
before anybody asks; yes I do have plans to do more with this particular flash.
J
As always other
stories based on the same image will be posted in the Monday Flash Fics
Facebook Group. Make sure not to miss them! And check the group next week too. I’ll
be in Southampton for the MM UK Meet, so there definitely won’t be a flash from
me.