The
Reality of Love
I watch as the
ropes drop from the helicopter hovering high above my hide-out, unsure how I
feel about the fact that my journey has come to an end.
I wonder about the
fact that they’ve lowered two lines. What
if he hasn’t come alone? I don’t want to pursue that line of thought. It’s
out of my hands now anyway. I made my move and left him with a choice. His
decision will be the answer to all the questions I wasn’t brave enough to ask.
I squint at the tiny
shapes, slowly making their way down. One of them is obviously human. Whether
or not it’s him I can’t tell. I don’t know what’s attached to the other line
though. If it’s also a person he or she has no idea what they’re doing and I
fear for what might happen when they reach the ground without straightening up.
As they descend,
the little chip implanted in the back of my neck, starts to tingle, providing
me with the answer to one of my questions. The human coming down is almost
certainly him. He’s found me. Did he come to extract his revenge or... I refuse to finish the thought as my mind flashes back to our last encounter.
“My
need for you has nothing to do with the fact that I own you.” Darius, my Master
sounded almost angry.
“Maybe
not,” I replied. “But you can’t deny the bond between us is artificial; only
established and maintained by the chips.”
“I
refuse to believe that.”
I
didn’t want to believe it either. I wanted him to yearn for me the way I longed
for him because of real feelings, not an electronically generated emotion,
created by the technology that’s supposed to keep Masters happy and slaves
obedient. But I knew better than to get my hopes up. I had no doubt that only
proximity kept us bound together. As soon as the distance between us was bigger
than the chips’ range, any such feelings would evaporate.
“You’re
wrong. You have to be.” The combination of hope and desperation in his voice
decided me. When he left me alone, I fled. Not the smartest decision I’d ever
made, considering that running from my Master is punishable by death, but I
couldn’t take the conflicted emotions we were exchanging any longer.
The person and the
object disappear from view, swallowed by the forest. I close my eyes as common
sense reasserts itself, killing any hopeful fantasies I might entertain. It won’t
be him; chances are he’s already replaced me and has given my electronic tag to
a hunter. My punishment would arrive soon.
I close my eyes and
try to prepare myself for what’s to come. I don’t want to die, but can’t help
feeling it has to be better than the lie I’ve been forced to live for the four
years since I was sent to his house. I understand why the Rulers decided that
it was better, more peaceful, to have Masters and slaves love each other. And
maybe it works for others. For me it has been hell. Knowing our feelings are
artificial hurts more than I can bear.
I recognise the
sound instantly. No two engines sound exactly the same and I’ve been a
passenger on that one often enough to identify this machine instantly. He brought his bike? I try to figure out
what this development means, coming up with nothing.
“Sam?”
I bite back the
sigh wanting to escape. “Yes, Master.”
“No!” For the first
time in years his voice holds the authority I would expect from a Master. “My
name is Darius.”
My mind reels, but
before I try to establish what this development means I need the answer to one,
very important, question. “You came looking for me. Why?”
He stares at me for
a few moments, a smile tugging at his lips. “Because I love you.”
“But I was too far
away.” I’d made sure of that, studying how big the chip’s range was and travelling
well beyond that distance.
“Did your feelings
change?”
Such a simple
question, and yet I never asked it. Only now do I fully realise that the miles between us failed to lessen my love for him too.
“But how?”
He shrugs. “Who
cares?” He pulls me to his chest and I surrender. “Maybe one day we’ll figure
it out,” he continues. “But even if we don’t. These feelings are real, whether
they’re supposed to be or not. And you —" He plants a kiss on my lips. “You belong
with me.”
He said “with” and
not “to”. My last doubts evaporate. “I do.”
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760 words
I’m not sure where
this flash came from. Except that it’s loosely related to a longer story I’ve
been playing with for over a year now. Maybe it’s time to open that document
again?
More stories,
inspired by the same image, can be found in the Monday
Flash Fics group on Facebook. Since I’ve already read a few of them, I can
safely say they’re well worth a few minutes of your time. Enjoy!
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